With love

I know this is random..

But sometimes i wish my grandfather was still around...
I never had a proper conversation with him, since i last remember.I would give anything to it, watched him scrapped that horn for grandma to make us some herb drinks, and i have had tried it secretly with my cousins when he's not around.

You could make do with a horrible lost..
and then spend the rest of your whole natural life trying to stay atone..
I should have know that better..

I see sick people around me, their lives like a waiting game. Will death come to them or will they be let live? These people are imprisoned by the limitations of their weak health. I looked back at myself, i have every possible thing that i ever asked for.
What have i done to appreciate?
What would they have given to be us instead?

I have to study for my test now..
Pray nothing gos wrong.
Pray i don't lose my determination..

Life has to go on..