Twice and Thrice

One thing's for sure.
I don't deserve the attitude because i , myself, have a fcukup attitude. So don't add on. You're just a VERY COMPLETE asshole and positively with no MISSING parts in being one.

I'll let you have what you want.
You "ask" for it.
I give the fcuking game all to you.
No, not my fucking heart anymore.
Its too busy aching.

Its pointless for me to go over for dinner after the shitty conversation
SO DON'T PUT IT ALL ON ME. DAMN YOU.

If anyone noticed, its been A LOOONG time since i FLARED up like this.
All the vulgarities are actually POURING heavily in my head still and i'm TRYING not to put them all in here. BUT let me once more: FUCK IT.

NVM. I'm looking forward to tomorrow later on.
I'm gonna get my hair done ,get my nails done and a party 2 PARTIES to go to.

PLAY next THURSDAY?
I fcuking need to dance even more badly.
Thursday night wasn't enough though i had a great time with the girls on the STAGE!
Met up with JeeJee first at her work place, Cheeky Chocolate ( Thomson road).
Go patronise there! I love the place and i'm gonna make sure i get to eat her desserts the next time.

Anyway, JeeJee said i'm addicted to pammie. hahha. I really am! =X
JEEJEE, thanks for taking care of me last night. =)
And I got approached again. But why no handsomechio ANDRO?
All the sweet talks from her was pretty off and i had to use JeeJee as my "date" to save myself. Lol.
But oh well, it helps on the self-esteem part and ego boosting.
Tsk Tsk.

Where's the pictures?! I want mine with Irene Ang the super nice lady ! =D

Just woke up actually, i totally lost conscious when i got home, skipped dinner and am actually having it now. Heart felt so heavy and i didn't feel like talking during the last hour of work. Head dizzy and chest aching. I'm left with one pathetic relaxant pill and it sucks big time. I need to stock it up asap. But i'm feeling so much better. =D

Mummy, just came out of her room: Just woke up ah?
Me : Yeah. ( typing away)
Mummy: Still can survive at work today meh? ( coz of PLAY the previous night)
Me: Of course i can. Why cannot?
Mummy: Sure or not. ( went back to her room)
Me, thinking: I am not THAT weak. (though mummy knows BEST. lol ) The most i really KO like i died-ed when i get home what. And YOU NV reply my text about the 1K down payment LO !
Shall ask her again tomorrow.
I wanna get my braces done ASAP.
SO DUMP ME IF YOU WANT.

When things go wrong, i'm supposed to appreciate it when they go right.
BUT HOW NOW.

ps: I'm a "fucking crazy" girl. BE WARNED.

I only have one problem now. HOW TO SLEEP LATER?!?!
Just because of a simple QUESTION seeking a SIMPLE HONEST reply. Guess what the fuck i got?
Argh! GO FLY A KITE ! NB!


MJ night Mj night ! Just fb with pam and YES. MJ MJ MJ MJ !
I should have bought the tickets from REBECCA TAN ! omg. Did i mention she talked to me? But because of the tickets. HAHAH! BUT SO HOT.

my balloons deflated...
sigh....

super wordy entry but what the heck.
BYE.