Don't like the rain on my shoes

What I'll do to hide my eyes away from you.

25th is nearing.
I'm not looking forth because each year, occasions like this, just keeps getting worse.
The plans they made and the party I'm invited to.
I've to go with an open heart. Completely healed and joyful.
I'm not sure if i can accomplished that by 25th.

I'm doubting whatever I've been feeling recently.
I'm doubting my strength today.
I'm doubting me.